Chapter 175: Confession turned into punishment?
Ava has many thoughts about her previous mistake of not calling his name while making her confession and not looking at his face, which made Aiden question her love for him.
That particular line has made her heart tear apart.
'Why'
'Why'
'Why'
'Why have I done that earlier?'
'I should have done that, I love him so much.'
'Still, I didn't do something that made him question her love.'
'No! This shouldn't have happened.'
After experiencing those intense feelings of love for the first time in her life earlier, and right after hearing him question her love, she didn't want that. She had done something wrong.
Her mind was in complete disarray.
She knew Aiden would forgive her for this, but she didn't want to be forgiven just like this and wanted to be held responsible for her own actions like how she was used to.
'Yes, that is how it should be.'
'Aiden should punish me!'
'Yes, I need punishment for my own wrongdoings.'
'He should punish me.'
Without getting the punishment, she wouldn't feel completely satisfied, so with a new fire in her light brown eyes replacing her previous lost look, she said to him with conviction while looking directly into his eyes, even her previous shy demeanor was completely gone now.
"My love, you should punish me. I have done something wrong."
Aiden, seeing her looking into his eyes, thought she realized what he was trying to say to her. However, after listening to the words coming out of her mouth, he could tell her brain was working in a completely different way than he had thought.
Still, it surprised him a little how confident she sounded now, quite different from her previous demeanor, and more importantly, she even called him 'my love,' which sounded quite nice to him.
'Why does she want me to punish her?'
'I can't just punish her out of the blue when she hasn't done anything wrong.'
He had no intention of giving her any punishment, so he replied to her in a firm voice while tightening his arms around her waist.
"Ava, I don't think you have done anything wrong, and even if you think you have done something wrong, I forgive you, so I am not going to punish you."
Ava heard his words clearly, as even when her state of mind was not completely fine, she could never ignore anything coming out of his mouth.
He had rejected her.
'No! This shouldn't be happening.'
She felt even more lost now, as she couldn't accept this and let him forgive her just like that. She needed to be punished for her wrongdoing so that everything would return to normal. Otherwise, she wouldn't feel alright.
'Yes, I need the punishment!'
'But why is he not punishing me?'
'Is he secretly angry with me?'
'No!! That shouldn't happen.'
Many thoughts appeared in her mind, and she even came to see a day when this missed punishment of today would make a slight crack in their relationship because she wouldn't feel right whenever she talked to him, knowing she was left unpunished.
'I really need the punishment.'
'There is no other option.'
'He has to give it to me at all costs.'
Madness could be seen in her light brown eyes, as she was not going to stop until she got her punishment.
So she said it once again, but this time a little craziness could be heard in her voice.
"Aiden, you have to punish me. I have done bad things."
Aiden was about to reply to her gently and with utmost care, intending to explain to her that she had not done anything wrong and she didn't need any punishment.
"But—"
Before he could continue, Ava cut him off with her slightly loud voice.
"NO!"
She unwrapped her hands from around his body, and with both her small hands, she held his handsome face and pulled his face closer to hers.
She looked directly into his eyes with her light brown eyes and said with madness in her voice:
"You have to punish me! There is no other option, my love."
A little amount of tears was threatening to leak from her light brown eyes as she said this. But this was the most important thing Aiden noticed just now.
He could see the deep brown swirling in her eyes, and after seeing those weird swirls, he knew there was no other option right now. He really had to punish her, as the craziness in her eyes couldn't be faked.
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Looking directly into her madness-filled eyes, Aiden replied to her in a gentle voice.
"Okay, I am going to give you the punishment you really want."
Ava's mind registered what he had said, and a wide smile appeared on her cute face, but the obsessive look in her eyes didn't go away. Once again, she asked him to confirm while also not giving him a chance to back out.
"Are you really going to punish me?"
"You can't take back what you have said, my love! Now you have to turn me back to being good!!"
Aiden didn't understand what she was saying at all and how it related to her being good. But one thing he knew was that he really had to punish her right now after seeing the obsessive look in her eyes, so he agreed with a firm nod.
Ava was delighted after seeing this, as her face was currently only inches away from his. So in excitement, she quickly gave him a quick peck on his soft lips without even realizing what she had done, as the madness in her eyes was still strong for the upcoming punishment she was going to get from him.
Aiden didn't know what to even think right now, as he had never thought Ava would kiss him so suddenly. The girl who always shied away was now kissing so casually.
'She is crazy.'
He didn't say anything about the quick peck on his lips, and now he was only thinking about what he was going to do to her when he had agreed to punish her for her so-called wrongdoing, which she mentioned earlier.
Many immoral thoughts appeared in his mind, but he knew he couldn't do those things right now. Still, he really felt it was a pity, as seeing the swirling in her eyes and the look on her face, he could tell she wasn't going to reject whatever punishment he was going to give her.
'It's a pity.'
He didn't know what she was thinking about getting punishment from him, but he knew for a military woman like her, those punishments wouldn't be easy, to say the least. He didn't want to make her run a marathon or do 1,000 push-ups.
So he said to her in a firm voice:
"Ava, I am not the one who is going to decide what punishment I give you."
"Do you understand?"
Ava, after hearing his words, didn't find anything wrong with it. As long as he could decide whatever punishment for her, she would gladly accept it.
So she said with strange excitement in her voice, feeling excited knowing she was a good lover once again.
'Hehehe, I am going to be a good girl again.'
"Of course, my love!" She also gave a few cute head nods, showing her approval of his words.