Until the road is lit

Chapter 43: Loneliness and Despair, the Center of the Chamber of Secrets is Like a Hemp



My physical fitness is really good, "Uncle Blind nodded

Is there still such a thing? "Su Jie couldn't accept replacing his joints with artificial ones, which made him feel like he wasn't purely" human". Of course, if it's due to illness, it's still possible, but doing it purely for the sake of pursuing strength doesn't feel right

psychologically.

Of course, these days I have explained to you a lot about the structure of the human body. In fact, the most fragile and easily injured part of the human body is the joints, and the most crucial part is the knee joint. Many martial artists have knee problems to some extent, even those professional fighters with the most scientific training system are inevitably injured. "Blind Uncle seems to be recalling some things:" The human body is simply too fragile, and we need to be careful everywhere. Practicing martial arts is actually a process of crossing the river by touching stones, but we cannot be too aggressive. We need to master the most clever balance, which cannot be obtained by just practicing hard. This is the middle way. The sentence is:

Remember, "Su Jie nodded.

If I have time, I can teach you a lot about medical anthropology, but time is too tight. "Blind Uncle actually really wants Su Jie to be his student.

Yeah, it's about to start school, and I really have to go back to school to deal with a lot of things, "Su Jie also had plans for his future:" I'll go back and see if I can apply for a leave of absence before coming back here to train. Actually, the college entrance examination is not very difficult for me, and even if I go now, I can get into a key university. It's just that my parents, elders, and school teachers and leaders may not agree

People are always burdened with mundane matters and will not give up things, leading to exhaustion. It's like a monkey picking corn, and in the end, nothing is gained. "Blind Uncle's tone suddenly became very serious:" Su Jie, if you don't have the courage to give up

everything and pursue the Tao wholeheartedly, you won't be able to reach the highest realm

I don't think so, "Su Jie shook his head

Kid, do you understand this principle yourself? Do you know the Book of Changes? "Blind Uncle was surprised.

It's something I've come to understand myself, "Su Jie nodded

Su Jie, your level of thinking is even higher than mine. It's hard to imagine that you have figured it out on your own. But you should know that the best way to be entangled in chaos is to cut it off with a quick knife, and what you choose is to unravel it one by one, which is very tiring, "Blind Uncle said.

I don't think this is chaos, it's water. Drawing a knife to cut off water makes it flow faster. The only way is to become familiar with the nature of water. "Su Jie really thought so deep down in his heart.

Oudeli asked him to read the Book of Changes and comprehend the oldest and highest wisdom in China, and he really saw some tricks. Then, by analogy, I read some ancient books such as Zhuangzi, Laozi, and some small stories from Buddhist scriptures, which gave me my own philosophy on how to live and interact with others.

This can also be considered as forming one's own worldview and outlook on life.

There are many troubles in life, and he should face them positively, solve all the troubles one by one, and put himself in a carefree state, instead of giving up and escaping.

Thinking of this, he felt a sense of comfort deep down in his heart, constantly experiencing a state of 'carefree'.

Not to mention your future achievements, just your attitude towards life has already surpassed mine. Facing life and kung fu with this mindset, you will gain many unexpected things, "said Uncle Blind." In a few days, your electric stimulation has come to an end. Next, I will do a psychological training course for you

Psychological training? "Su Jie was somewhat puzzled.

"After a period of massage, acupuncture and moxibustion and electric stimulation, your body has reached a climax, and the rest is to recuperate slowly. However, your psychological quality needs further strengthening. Although you can bear pain, you still have to endure one thing to make your psychological quality closer." said Uncle Blind.

What will we have to endure next? "Su Jie asked.

Loneliness, "Uncle Blind said," Alright, will you join this training

I'll join, "Su Jie nodded after thinking for a moment." I'd like to see what's harder to endure than pain

There are actually many things that are harder to endure than pain, such as loneliness and despair. The pain caused by electric stimulation is actually the first lesson of special agent training, and the training I am giving you now is the second lesson of special agent training. Since you have agreed, don't go back on your word. Put on your clothes and come with me

Blind uncle stood up.

Su Jie wiped his body and followed Blind Uncle to the outside of the school. This is an abandoned warehouse, which seems to store certain items. The space inside is very large, and there is also a basement.

The basement is built very solidly, divided into many rooms, empty and breathtaking, like a terrifying place in a movie scene.

The dim lighting adds a terrifying atmosphere to this place.

Bang dang!

Blind Uncle opened a pure iron door with a key, and inside appeared a room of about ten square meters. The room was empty with nothing, but there was a toilet in the corner. But the ground is soft, like a layer of film, and the surrounding walls and ceilings are also covered in

film.

The only use of this film is for sound insulation.

Entering the room, closing the door, I couldn't hear any sound. My heartbeat and breathing were completely amplified, as if I was alone in this enclosed space.

This is a real soundproof room, decorated with materials that can isolate any outside sound and absorb the noise inside. People will be absolutely quiet inside, but of course, it will also bring absolute loneliness. The training I want to do is to lock you in here and make you feel despair and loneliness. "Blind Uncle's voice in this room became very strange, as if it were that kind of evil doctor.

No way, just simply keep it closed? "Su Jie asked.

Don't underestimate it, this is a dual torment of psychology and physiology. You may not seem like much now, but in a moment, you will know how powerful it is. "Blind Uncle's tone was negative." Have you made a decision? Once you have, I'll go out

Okay! "Su Jie nodded.

As Uncle Blind walked out of the room and closed the door, he said, "Su Jie, you must know that this place is very desolate, and no one can find the basement. If I leave without telling anyone, you will die here completely, and no one will know

Then the door closed.

This iron gate is basically impossible to be destroyed by manpower.

Upon hearing Blind Uncle's words, Su Jie's heart skipped a beat.

He knew that his blind uncle was scaring him and causing him psychological pressure, but he couldn't help but think negatively.

This is an abandoned warehouse, and few people come. Even if they enter the warehouse, they can hardly find the basement. Even if they find the basement, there are many rooms inside, and it is difficult to find their own room.

My own voice cannot be heard.

If Uncle Blind doesn't come to open the door, he will really be trapped here.

As soon as this emotion arises, it cannot be stopped and continues to expand.

Bang!

The lights in the room were also turned off, leaving no light in the entire room and making it impossible for the eyes to see. Although Su Jie had good eyesight, he still became blind in a room without any light and could only rely on his memories to explore.

No, calm down. "Su Jie immediately felt a strong darkness and despair rushing towards him.

He didn't wear a watch, didn't bring his phone, didn't bring anything, and couldn't check the time, which caused even more anxiety in his heart.

Breathing, breathing

He simply lay down and used the method of spreading corpses to sleep.

Because after the massage, it's already time to sleep.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om

When he woke up, he opened his eyes and it was still pitch black. He was still in the room, not

knowing when or what had happened outside.

It should be three o'clock in the morning now, because after practicing the method of spreading corpses, I have been sleeping normally and waking up on time every day. "Su Jie tried his best to maintain his calmness because he found that many anxious emotions were

born deep inside him.

There is no light, no sound, and no one to disturb here. The words of the blind uncle also spread Su Jie's fear and despair.

In an instant, he had a feeling of going crazy.

No, this is loneliness and despair. It's really hard to endure, even harder than pain. "Su Jie forced himself to calm down and not think about these things:" Why don't we just practice

kung fu

He pulled up his posture and prepared to practice martial arts, but suddenly stopped: "If I were to practice martial arts, I would be sweating profusely, and there would be no bathing or food here, which would consume my energy. This is absolutely unacceptable. If there were sufficient water and food here, even if I were locked up for a lifetime, I would not be bored and could practice various martial arts with peace of mind. But now there is nothing here, and practicing martial arts is not possible

Fortunately, there is a toilet. After he defecates, he lies down again and uses the method of

spreading corpses.

But the restless emotions persisted, and even the method of spreading corpses was difficult to calm down, losing the usual calm mentality.