The Divine Anime System

Chapter 15. Clarity

Quick authors note first:

So I realised i made Rei a bit too aggressive and i realise my mistake. Noob author san here. so heres a short chap on the night before Rei goes to the conference to fix that. Enjoy!

"FUCK!" Rei shouted the moment he entered his apartment.

"FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. FUCK!!!" Rei shouted in absolute pain.

{Rei! Stop what's wrong?!?!}

"Eve, I hate it why did I do all that! Why did I threaten to kill?!?! Why did I point my blade at my classmates?!?! Why do I feel so short tempered FUCK! Even Bakugou has a longer fuse than me!! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED!! WHY DID I CHANGE SO MUCH!!" Rei shouted in fear. He reflected to what he did and it scared him. He didn't even recognise himself.

{REI! LISTEN TO ME!!} Eve shouted.

{Calm down Rei and lets talk ok?} Eve's voice tinged with hurt as she watched him break down.

{Rei- I}

"EVE CAN'T YOU SEE I'M NOT EVEN ME ANYMORE!!"

{FOR FUCK SAKE REI STOP IT!!!! LISTEN TO ME YOUR FUCKING DUMBASS!!!} For the first time Eve had went against Rei. Rei could only shut up while his heart felt hurt. The only person to be with him from start to finish right now was absolutely disgusted with him.

{REI CAN YOU EVEN LISTEN TO YOURSELF!!! Ever since you found out that the demon was apart of you, you changed. You tried to be him. DID YOU FORGET WHAT GRAN TORINO TOLD YOU!!!! YOUR YOU NOT ANYONE ELSE SO DON'T FUCKING IMITATE THAT DEMON BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'S YOU!} She shouted. Rei was silent. Slowly pondering her words he remembered his actions. He was annoyed when he though "Let the demon out. It's me after all." in the situations that had happened. He hurt the teachers, he hurt his friend Midoria when he saw him threaten Bakugou. Yet he still forgave him. And most of all he hurt Eve, the sole most important person in his life right now, he couldn't forgive himself for hurting her. He remember a quote he heard on Earth. "Just because you could. Doesn't mean you should." He had all this power so that he can explore, to protect, to not let anyone change him. Yet it was this power that made him change himself.

{Rei... When Emiya said that the demon was apart of you he ment that it was a part you should accept but not let it run amok. Just because you acknowledge that side of you doesn't mean you should let it take over what you are Rei..... I didn't fall in love with a demon imitating idiot. A bitch that wanted to kill because someone annoyed him. No I fell in love with the real the you. The you that wanted to explore the vast amounts of anime worlds, the one that wanted to be carefree. eback..please.....}

That was the final nail in the coffin. His heart pained listening to the confession of Eve while she cried her eyes out at the demon in his heart he let out.

*sigh

"Haaaaaaaa~" It was the most pained sigh that Rei had ever let out.

"I'm sorry Eve....Yeah you're right I was an idiot. Just because I could let the heart demon come out doesn't mean I should. I hurt you and i'm.... I'm truly sorry."

{Hic* Hic* Rei you- hic*-I was so scared (crying) Hic* - I thought - Hic* - I thought it was fine and then it got worse and worse - Hic* - (crying) I'm useless I didn't even know what was wrong (crying) Hic* and then -Hic*- and then you broke down -hic*- and you started to hated yourself WAAAAAAAAHHH(crying)}

"Eve don't be sad, you're not useless. You were here to help me out when I was lost. You help me realise what was wrong with me. Eve you saved me when I needed it the most."

{WAAAAAHHHH(Crying harder)}

Rei sat there listening to Eve releasing her frustration. It was the least he could do since she saved him from a bottomless abyss.

{Sniff* Hic* Sniff*}

"Calm now Eve?"

{Un... and here I was supposed to help you. But I made you waste your time listening to me Sniff*}

"Nah it's fine..I need a moment to think too. So what was it about {I fell In love with the real you}?" Rei teased with a small smile.

{////Blush////}

{I'm not taking it back you known. It's true.} Eve sounded nervous.

Smiling Rei closed his eyes and said.

"I love you too Eve. Thank you for staying with me. I truly loved every moment we spend together."

{Really?} Eve asked with uncertainty.

"Yeah..." Rei said while he started to meditate and sort his mind out.

Hours went by quick but Rei and Eve enjoyed the silence they had. It felt-Intimate.

Rei had remembered multiple ways that he could use to give Eve a body but he decided to leave it for later while he thinks about how to solve the conference in a less violent way tomorrow.