Chapter 256: The Angel’s Profound Thoughts
Chapter 256: The Angel’s Profound Thoughts
It seemed Mahiru was hiding something from Amane.
His suspicion would increase whenever he returned home from his part-time work. Rather, its more of conviction than doubt. She was acting sheepish.
She would always do so whenever Amane left home, and clearly, she had something she did not want Amane to see.
If he were to ask, Mahiru would surely divert the topic. He did not want to force the issue, she had her own reservations, and perhaps it was a matter of genders after all.
Having thought so, it would be rude of him to pursue the matter. He was a little suspicious, but he did not intend to probe further.
On a side note, he asked Chitose, but she insisted she knew nothing either.
Given how she was acting, it was obvious both of them knew what was going on.
Amane was a little uneasy about how he was left in the lurch, but he knew it would be inappropriate to talk to someone of the same gender, so he did not say anything.
Mahiru seems to be hiding something.
His frustrations and anxieties would compound if he did not ask, so while he was on his way to work, he grumbled to his colleague Kayano.
Kayano did not react to the sudden remark, and blinked away as he sat next to Amane on the train, wondering how he should reply.
Had an argument?
Not at all. But Mahiru looks like shes hiding something, being all suspiciousdoesnt look like I messed up or anything though.
Amane too wondered if he had inadvertently did anything bad, so he asked her in a discreet manner, but she tilted her head in confusion, which showed it was not.
Hm, if shes hiding something from her boyfriend, its usually because shes cheating, but I dont think Shiina-sans the type to do that. Im not familiar with her, but looking at her personality, and your relationship, thats impossible.
I too think Mahirus not being insincere towards me. She hates it when people cheat on her.
Kayano casually suggested so, but this would not happen with Mahiru around.
She grew up in a complicated environment, and never was one to allow for infidelity. She had seen her mother looking for lovers. Her disdain for infidelity was such that she would certainly say she would never end up like that.
Amane could not think of any other reason to hide however.
Mahiru was never one adept at hiding things, and she never would. Whenever she did stuff behind his back, she would feel guilty, and whenever he sensed something and probed her, she would confess.
She was never one to hide anything. She clearly wanted to this time, and did not want Amane to realize, which was why she did not say anything.
My guess is that Mahirus hiding something from me, but not because shes guilty. I get the feeling that she doesnt want me to see or know something, but its not a bad thing. I know the only thing that embarrasses her is me. If she broke something, shell tell me honestly, and apologize or something. I dont think its anything harmful.
What do you intend to do?
Nothing.
Eh?
The sudden words were unexpected to Kayano, who asked again.
The train continued to race on, letting out dull creaks. Amane sighed, and the voice too blended with the surrounding noises.
If Mahiru doesnt want to tell me anything, I shouldnt be asking. I too have a secret or too. If she doesnt want me to probe into it, I shouldnt.
Youre rather chill about that.
I believe Mahirus definitely not doing this to harm me. Instead of butting in everywhere, we should all have our secrets and not probe into it. We trust each other, and should respect each others privacy. I heard this is the trick to remain amicable with others.
Such were the words his lovey-dovey parents said for many years, and it was convincing.
They were on such fine terms, but they did not have to interfere in everything. One should always treasure alone time, and while they dabbled in their interests, they were separate from each other.
Even when together, they did their own things, and the warm, gentle atmosphere was comforting even to Amane, the son.
Thanks to his parents teachings, he learned how to respect his own time, and others.
But speaking of which, what if she really did something guilty?
It means its not anything worth discussing with me. If she actually abandoned me, it means Im uncharismatic and useless. Its my fault.
Mahiru was likely a devoted girl who treasured her relationships a lot. If she abandoned Amane without discussing this, it would most probably be Amanes fault.
Mahiru would probably explain her feelings truthfully before disengaging the relationship.
Well, its Mahiru, so it should be fine. Im just restless out of curiosity.
Seriously, youre rather calm when you make up you mind, Fujimiya.
Really?
His stance was simply due to his complete trust in Mahiru. He would not get the answer no matter how restless he was, so he should simply wait until the answer was revealed.
Mahirus issue definitely was not a bad one, and he believed so, so he would not ask. He was a little anxiety, but that could be forgiven.
Like, you didnt look confident when I used to see you on the corridoryou really look better now as the boyfriend of the amazing Angel.
I really didnt have confidence. I only get to stand upright because I got friends kicking me in the back, and Mahiru supporting me.
Amane really was kicked in the back and beaten physically, and metaphorically. Thanks to them, he could stand next to Mahiru, and have her support him.
He was sustained with proper food and living habits, and also mental support. Amane did not think this effort was suffering, and he really enjoyed so.
Im really grateful, Amane summized, and Kayano nodded understandingly.
Its all thanks to Shiina-sans support as the wifeor rather, the more you treasure her, the more she glows for you, Fujimiya.
I dont know about glow or anything, but I cant be weak when I stand next to Mahiru, and I have to be someone I can be proud of. I want to be impressive as a guyits all thanks to Mahiru than I have such thoughts. She really supported me.
I think its also because of your morals that shes willing to support you, you know?
Thanks for the compliments, but I think that I can straighten my back thanks to her. Ill do so for her sakeor not. Im working hard to be a match for Mahiru, all because of her
Mahirus the impressive one, so Amane muttered. So Im the one getting the humblebrag now? Kayano retorted, and Amane felt a little apologetic, awkward until they reached the station.