Chapter 200
She didn't know why she cared about him so much. It seemed that when she saw that he was ill, she would feel hurt and sad. She thought that it was just because she caused him to do this, so her conscience was upset.
She was unlucky. When she met such a person, muzixi could only comfort herself so much. At the same time, she was looking at Dr. Li nervously, trying to see something from Dr. Li's face. What was the matter? Why did Dr. Li still look sad? Is it said that Cheng Haotian's disease has not been saved?
"Miss mu, in this way, your boyfriend just had a heart operation, and now he just woke up, so he has to be hospitalized for observation for a while, but I think he seems to be in a bad state. I hope you care more about him, so he may be better and faster." Dr. Li said that at last he saw Cheng Haotian's gesture to show that he could go.
When muzixi was still struggling, Dr. Li said goodbye: "well, we can only wait for these days to observe the situation. The rest depends on you. Please contact me in time if you have anything."
Dr. Li said and left. He didn't give muzixi a chance to talk. When muzixi looked up again, Dr. Li had left. She and Cheng Haotian were the only two people in the room.
Yes, Dr. Li can't help to treat the heart disease. The heart disease should also be treated with medicine. Cheng Haotian's disease is caused by heart disease. Naturally, it still needs medicine. Just, muzixi thought, is she the one who makes him sick?
Cheng Haotian, do you really like her? Instead of saying it casually, just playing?
"Do you really like me?" Muzixi looks at chenghaotian for a long time, and then asks indefinitely.
After he fainted, she wanted to ask, but she didn't have a chance to ask. Now that the client has woke up, she is not afraid to ask. Anyway, he should be dead for a while.
No, he's still in danger. He can't be stimulated that much. Muzixi thought, then she will not refuse him for the time being, let him live a few comfortable days. If he answers yes, then she will treat him well for a few days.
Chenghaotian finally looks up after hearing muzixi's question, looks at muzixi's face and looks at him blankly, but also asks such a silly question. His smile rises from the corner of his mouth, and then becomes a very bright smile, which surprises muzixi. He used to have such a bright smile.
He spoke in a voice as pleasant as a male anchor on the radio: "what do you say?"
"Here you are, it's still hot. Eat it while it's hot!" Muzixi hands Cheng Haotian the lunch box she brought in that morning, and then signals him to eat while it is hot.
After chenghaotian took over the lunch box, he was filled with emotion. They used to be so close. At that time, muzixi cooked for him, not just for him now.
He remembered that the day she jumped into the sea, she also took a lunch box to find him. Unfortunately, he didn't know. He also let her see Shen yunqi and the girl who was very similar to her. Then she thought she was a double. At last, she committed suicide in despair. If he knew there would be such a result, he would not let the tragedy happen.
Chenghaotian opens the lunch box, a stream of hot air comes out, and the smell of porridge also pours on him.
This kind of porridge is generally not eaten by chenghaotian, but it was bought by muzixi today, so he must have it. He opened the lunch box, took out the spoon, and began to eat spoon by spoon.
The temperature of porridge is not cold or hot. It's just when it's ready to eat. It's supposed to be put away for a while. When muzixi brings it back, it must be very hot. So, muzixi is really a girl with a heart.
If you can, it's a happy thing to eat her porridge every day!
Chenghao Tianxin thought that if she could be with her everyday, even if it was porridge, it would be very sweet. Before he did not know how to cherish, just missed such a good love, now he knows, hope God is merciful, let her like him! He doesn't want to lose her again. This time, he will love her well!
Chenghaotian digs porridge there and drinks it. It looks like it's good to drink. Muzixi looks at chenghaotian and wonders.
A big president, would he like porridge so much? This is a strange thing! By right, what does he want! How can I drink a small bowl of porridge? And this porridge is not too expensive.
"Muzixi, you will buy me porridge every day." After a bowl of porridge, chenghaotian looks at muzixi and says.
Looking up, the heart rate of muzixi was quickened. What did he say? What do you want to buy for him everyday? Even if you want to buy it, it's for Qiu Wanqing!
Muzixi thought to himself, this man is starting to play hooligan again, so she just ignore him and let him talk to himself alone. Muzixi picks up her lunch box and turns to leave, only to find a hand holding her wrist.
She looked back and saw who else but Cheng Haotian?
"What are you doing? Let go!" Muzixi said unhappily, with a shout in his voice, as if he was very unhappy.
Seeing muzixi angry, chenghaotian also worried about it. Did his actions make her angry? But he didn't mean it! Chenghaotian quickly looses muzixi's wrist, and then looks at her timidly like a child doing something wrong.Love, will make people become more cautious.
Chenghaotian knows that he likes muzixi and will never change in this life.
"I'm sorry, but can we leave this lunch box alone? Let's talk!" Like the fear that muzixi will leave him, chenghaotian doesn't want to see her disappear from his vision.
Chenghaotian thought that other people would not see such a humble side of him. Only muzixi could see such a side. But he did so just to let her stay. If she stayed, he would become more appreciative of her.
Muzixi took a look at him, thinking how proud he was at the beginning, but now for her to become like this, her heart was also upset, so she promised him once and sat down.
She pulled up a chair, then sat on it, put the lunch box on the table, and she waited for him to talk.
"Thank you!" Seeing that she really didn't leave, chenghaotian was happy: "thank you for sending me here last night, and I heard that you accompanied me all night, so I want to thank you very much."
Chenghaotian's face is smiling, which makes his whole person look more friendly. He saw it in person yesterday. Muzixi stayed with him all night, but when he said it, he only said he heard it.
Muzixi took good care of him with all his heart, which moved him very much. He wondered if muzixi remembered something, such as whether his appearance was very similar to the person in her dream? And is his temper similar to the person in her dream?
Is it because muzixi found something that he is so kind to him?
Think of here, chenghaotian's heart is happy, and the smile on his face is more and more profound. Has muzixi already thought of something that is so good for him?
If so, did muzixi start to like him and have a good feeling for him?
"You're welcome. If you don't faint in my house, maybe I won't care. But you fainted in my house. I can't ignore it. I can't do it without help. " Muzixi said lightly, with some strange looks in his tone.
As soon as she finished speaking, chenghaotian felt as cold as entering the ice cellar, as if the wind were piercing.
It turned out that she helped him only because he fainted in her home, not for any other reason. So, she still didn't remember anything, and treated him as well as strangers?
Chenghao's heart is sad, but on the face, it's calm.
"Then I also want to thank you very much. After all, you saved my life." Chenghaotian reluctantly says with a smile that his heart is as cold as ice.
Even if she didn't mean to save it, she still saved it, so he should be grateful to her. What's more, he was wrong before. He needs to change and make good compensation to muzixi. Now his sin is that of muzixi at the beginning, and his injury is just atonement.
Yes, he made too many mistakes before. Now he wants to redeem all of them.
Muzixi didn't answer him. She didn't know what was going on in this person's mind all day long. She just knew that she would try not to be fooled by him or be blinded by his tenderness. Maybe this person just said something nice.
"By the way, do you remember what happened before?" Chenghaotian asks a question not to give up. Although he knows she doesn't remember it, he still holds a little hope. Maybe her dream reminds her a little more?
What happened before? What happened to the man with a bad temper? Muzixi has some doubts. Does she really like that person, or is she with that person just for the sake of children? Now, muzixi really doesn't understand.
Maybe, in the past, she was only with that person for the sake of her children, not for real love.
So why does she have to think back?
"No, and I don't want to think about it any more." Muzixi said indifferently, "there is nothing to remember about the past, maybe it's just a nightmare for me. Now that the nightmare has awakened, I don't want to recall it. People can't dream all the time. They have to be in reality. "
Muzixi's indifferent expression made Chenghao feel hurt. It seems that he has made up his mind not to think about the past, so what should he do? Without muzixi, how can he live in the future?
No, he can't let this happen. He must let muzixi recall!
"The past memory is also your life, how can you not? Don't you still have someone you love? Why don't you have that person? " Chenghaotian defends herself and tries to persuade muzixi to change her mind.
I haven't seen you for a long time. Why did muzixi say that? Who is changing her mind? Or is it true that she doesn't care about the past and doesn't want to go back. The past is just a mistake for her?
Chenghaotian looks at muzixi like that. Muzixi is in a trance, as if he is the one in her dream, defending his own love. Now he finds her and doesn't want her to give up. Should she listen to him and continue to look forward to that dream?No, she can't go wrong again. Qiu Wanqing is so kind to her, she can't make him sad any more!
Muzixi suddenly returns to his mind. He doesn't care about the meditation just now, but he has to forget the past.
Chenghaotian is definitely not that person, she is sure! Because the dreamer will not be so gentle, the dreamer is not so real! That's the difference. She doesn't believe that he is the one in the dream!
She shouldn't indulge in a dream of nothingness any more. She should wake up.
"I used to think so too. I think I should look for him in my dream and wait for him persistently. But when someone knows my idea, he asks me, if he wants to come to you, he should have come. Why hasn't there been any news for five years? So I thought, he doesn't care about me.