My Dearest General: It Has Always Been You

Warning: nsfw :)

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Jiang Jinyan almost choked on his breath. Fortunately, he wrapped a towel around his waist earlier otherwise he would be butt naked now. He was so dumbfounded to the point where he couldn't form a complete sentence. "W—What are you…"

However, Shi Nian didn't give him any time to react as she took her sweater off, revealing her upper body that was only covered by a baby blue lacy bra. Jiang Jinyan's jaws dropped to the ground and his eyes involuntarily followed the girl's movement as she proceeded to take off her jeans and marched toward him, her face was awfully similar to a soldier who was ready to jump into the battlefield. 

Jiang Jinyan had no idea whether to cry or laugh. "Exactly what are you trying to do…?"

"I want to shower together!" She asserted with her face flushed crimson.

Jiang Jinyan took the towel from her hand and wrapped it around her body, his voice containing a hint of severity. "Is that what you want or what you think I want?" Seeing Shi Nian's bewildered face, he let out a sigh. "I am serious about my words. You don't have to force yourself to go along with my wishes. I am not a General anymore and you're not a servant who's obliged to obey my wishes so—" His eyes widened abruptly as Shi Nian tiptoed to kiss him. The sudden movement made him tumble on his steps and she pressed closely. The running shower instantly fell upon their heads, drenching their whole body once again as Jiang Jinyan spun her over and regained control amidst their intertwined lips. 

The tiles were chilly against her back but Jiang Jinyan's body was scorching hot. The two contrasting temperatures sent shudders through her body, whether it was from nervousness or anticipation, she could no longer differ. Maybe both. 

A mewl broke through her throat as Jiang Jinyan pulled away, not before giving her lower lips a hard bite. The man's height towered above her and shielded her from the flowing water. However, the sight in front of her was proven to be much more lethal instead. This wasn't the first time she saw Jiang Jinyan's naked chest. But a wet Jiang Jinyan with water gliding down his flushed skin, eyes dark with danger and chest heaving up and down...this was the first. 

Shi Nian's eyes were misty. "You aren't forcing me…"

"Shi Nian." His clenched fist rested by the side of her head, veins popping along his arms.

Shi Nian swallowed with difficulty, her breath came out harsh both due to the rising temperature around them and the brewing storm in Jiang Jinyan's eyes. Gingerly, she pulled the towel off her body and hugged the man's waist, feeling his body tense up under her touch. "Jinyan, I want this…"

Jiang Jinyan's head lolled to her shoulder, its weight vivid and real. "Are you sure?" He asked in a raspy voice. Shi Nian noticed that he was holding himself back for her sake and the knowledge warmed her heart. Even in this kind of situation, he still put her above himself. 

Courage soared in her heart and she hummed gently. "I'm sure." 

He gave a chuckle and kissed her nape. Shi Nian's breath hitched in her throat as she felt his hand glide up her back toward the clasp of her bra. She buried her face deeper into his chest as the man stripped her of the underwear until she was finally as naked as the day she was born. "Are you okay?" The man's hot breath brushed against her ears as he asked again and again and everytime, Shi Nian replied with a nod.

She couldn't imagine how red her face must have been now. When Jiang Jinyan pulled away to grab the body wash, Shi Nian covered her breasts by reflex. Yet unexpectedly, Jiang Jinyan's eyes never strayed from her face, even when he lathered the soap to the loofah and started to clean her body. "Am I too harsh?" 

"No." Shi Nian murmured, a tiny smile appeared on her face. Seeing how careful Jiang Jinyan was, her nerves gradually loosened up until the end, she could finally laugh. "It's a bit ticklish though. You don't even use any strength." She grasped Jiang Jinyan's hand and exerted strength to give an example. "Here, just like this."

Jiang Jinyan hummed, his Adam's Apple bobbing. Alas, no matter how stubborn he tried to make her relax, his fingertips still inadvertently grazed against the side of her waist and a suppressed moan escaped her lips, one that was too indecent and wanton, echoing around the enclosed room. 

In an instant, both of them froze.

Shi Nian's breath stuttered and she could feel the heat start to get into her head and messed with her sanity. What kind of embarrassing sound was that? How... How could such a sound come out of her mouth? She pressed her lips tight, mortified. 

"Shi Nian…" Jiang Jinyan groaned exasperatedly and because Shi Nian had her head lowered, her sight instantly fell onto the prominent bulge on the towel around his waist. 

Stunned, Shi Nian subconsciously blurted out. "Y—You're hard…"

His breath got heavier and she could feel his blatant, unwavering gaze on her body, compelling her unable to raise her head. However, Jiang Jinyan didn't give her time to retreat. Not now. "Look at me." The man said with a tone that left no room for refusal.

Shi Nian flinched, her knees trembling ever so slightly. She had no idea whether it was the effect of the hot shower or the dense mists, but Jiang Jinyan's voice sounded deeper, magnetic and...much sexier. Hearing it from such a close distance was enough to make her stomach flutter. Her lower abdomen clenched and she held Jiang Jinyan's arms tighter, her eyes bewildered and watery. 

"Shi Nian, look at me."

"I—"

Losing his patience, Jiang Jinyan clasped her chin and lifted her head up, their eyes locked in the next second, one was deep and piercing while the other was dazed like a newborn fawn. Electricity coursed through Shi Nian's veins and once again, she felt as if her sanity was going to be sucked into those captivating eyes. "Jinyan, sorry... I—I made a weird sound, right? I don't know why…"

"Sssh, it's okay." He proceeded to rub the loofah through her arms and back, lathering her body with bubbles. "You have done nothing wrong. It's normal."

"Normal…?"

"Hmm." He pressed his forehead against her. "Because I made you feel good."

Shi Nian blinked, bewildered. Feel good? She was ready to raise another question again when Jiang Jinyan's fingers once again grazed against that place, eliciting another breathless gasp from her. However this time, he didn't stop. The loofah became the only thing that prevented his hand from directly touching her skin. Nevertheless, Shi Nian had the notion that heat from his palm had affected her truly. From her waist down to her hips, then her stomach…

Shi Nian bit her lips so hard it was going to bleed, trying her hardest not to let out any more embarrassing sounds.

"Shi Nian, Shi Nian… My Shi Nian..." He rasped, heavy and thick with desire. "Can I?"

"C—Can you what…?" She stammered.

"Can I touch you directly?"