I Became the Fiancé of a Dragon in Romance Fantasy

Chapter 14: Prom (4)

Adilun's POV]

In front of me, two people were dancing. The appearance of Princess Lobelia and Physis dancing and talking to each other in the calm music was different from before, it was so beautiful that anyone would be mesmerized.

As her gorgeous blond hair fluttered calmly, admiration erupted from all around. 

Even to me, a woman like her was too beautiful. 

Come to think of it, since I was little, Ive heard compliments on Princess Lobelias beauty. As the saying goes, the sight of her and Physis dancing together now was beautiful in itself, regardless of whether they danced well or not.

However, it was not that Physis was any less in terms of appearance and beauty- Neatly combed black hair and a rare alluring face.

Seeing him standing with Princess Lobelia, who alone made the faces of many young ladies blush, made me feel very pitiful.

I gently touched my skin.

Smooth, bluish-white scales that can't be called human skin at all. I began to hate my appearance, which some admired because I was of dragon blood, while others condemned me as a hideous monster.

Its a body inherited from my parents, and the pride that I inherited from the legend of my ancestors broke down bit by bit.

In fact, I didnt even want this at all. What I hoped for was not a grandiose legend, It was normality. Just normal life with a normal appearance, meeting other people, talking to them such things.

I longed for the kind of normality that was impossible for me. So every time I saw the scene in front of my eyes, I felt bitter, because these people can do things that are impossible for me.

The dance comes to an end before I knew it, and as that beautiful dance between those two gradually comes to an end, suddenly, they whispered a word and smiled at each other.

I was momentarily short of breath. I dont even know why Im feeling this. However, what is now gripping my heart can certainly be called misery.

Yes. I was miserable.

I hated seeing my fianc, who didnt get along with me, and Princess Lobelia exchanging smiles with each other. But It wasnt jealousy, that much was certain.

He was the fianc I hated in the first place. And it wasnt even an engagement that was concluded by my will. But even so, I couldnt avoid becoming miserable when I looked at this handsome man and this beautiful woman getting along so well.

Looking at the two people who create an impossible figure for me, I couldnt stop longing and feeling self-deprecating.

It was a sound I had never heard before when Physis and I were dancing there. It was the sound that told me, the person me is not even accepted as a person.

I suddenly remembered the voice of certain aristocrats who I had forcibly ignored earlier.

'Look at those scales and the horns on her head? don't they look no different from a monster?'

'Prince Ortaire is really pitiful. He looks so handsome, but he has to marry such a monster because of an arranged marriage. Did you see the forced smile on his face earlier? I feel very sad for him.'

Earlier I pretended not to hear them and just ignored them, but that words stuck in my heart. Yes, a monster...

I am neither human nor animal, but a monster. Even if I do achieve something, it wont be an achievement for anyone to marvel at, it will just be the monstrous act of a monster.

No. I shook my head and made up my mind to not weaken little by little.

Its not long since I promised myself to have a determined will, so I must not have weak thoughts like this, I must not be led by their intentions.

What am I trying to do by denying myself? All traces of my life, all the affection I received from my parents, should not be attributed to nonsense.

Yes. Let us not be weak, Adilun.

But even after repeating that, I couldnt help but feel the bitterness rising from the inside.

Also, I miss the North. If the cold yet strong wind hits my face, these miscellaneous thoughts will fly away automatically.

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[Physis's POV]

Adiluns bitter expression didnt last long, but I saw them clearly. 

Why Is she making that face?

I thought about why. Is it because I danced with Lobelia?

No, I shook my head because definitely it can not be the case because she obviously hates me, then why the hell would she feel bad even if I dance with Lobelia or anyone else?

There must be a lot of other reasons, but I didnt know them. Because penetrating the essence of the target did not mean that I could even read the mind.

The heart that was satisfied with a fairly large harvest quickly becomes frustrated. And After the bitterness on her face had passed, what was left behind was emptiness.

Did she hear anything from the nobles around her? It was most likely the case.

Adilun, is there something wrong?

No.

The face, which had softened a little while ago, suddenly became chilly again like a blade.

No not really... I really dont mind any...

She said it was nothing, but her tone was quite sharp.

Seeing that the face of Adilun, who was relieved and delighted with the beautiful dance she had performed, had become darkly stained at that moment, even I felt depressed.

Is everything really okay with you or did something really happen? Because you look sad.

No, Really. It's really nothing.

Every single word made me feel a little bit sick as if she was rejecting me and as if she had given up on everything.

Perhaps if I said any more word here, she would surely be angry. In the end, without saying anything, I had no choice but to follow the next procedure of the prom.

Now it was the time for young male aristocrats to socialize with male aristocrats and female aristocrats with female aristocrats. The female nobles will enjoy a simple tea time in the garden, and the male nobles will chat among themselves in the venue.

I was standing in a corner of the banquet hall in a daze, and my older brother approached me, perhaps seeing something strange about my condition.

Has anything happened? I dont like the look on Princess Rodenovs face.

Ah, brother.

My older brother asked because he felt the sudden apathy between me and Adilun.

I dont know either. Im sure Adilun's expression was good just a moment ago...

Isnt that because you danced with Her Highness?

It wouldnt be the case, she would not feel that kind of jealousy over me. Im sure.

Why?

Because Adilun hates me because of what I did to her- I openly insulted her in front of everyone several times, so it would be impossible to have a crush on me like that.

Still, you never know about a woman's heart. And you still have a pretty face too.

That's the difference between you and me? And as jealousy is an emotion that usually appears when a person has a crush or affection for another person of the opposite sex So It certainly wont be the case here.

It won't be? Its complicated. Tsk... Didnt you do well initially today? I dont know what tricks would be used if the relationship is cold like this.

My older brother said that and clicked his tongue slightly.

I know... Haah.

When I let out a sigh, my older brother told me.

Anyway, what cant be helped is unavoidable. Once youre done, dont give even the slightest excuse to the central nobles over there because there might be some crazy people who are envious and jealous of you dancing with Her Highness.

I know that much.

Ah, but.

What else can I do?

If they ignore you or Princess Rodenov, or talk nonsense about the alliance between the two families

if?

Defeat without remorse. I wont say anything about accidents like that.

Is this true! Can I do it so openly?

Yes, because you are a member of Ortaire and will soon become Rodenovs son-in-law. If anyone disrespects you or Princess Rodenov or puts you down. Do what youre good at.

I will.

An insult to the person's family is a legitimate reason for a duel. It would work better for you to pretend to be crazy than to give them something to chew on. People like them dont easily change their perception of someone they start ignoring... But just dont belittle our family.

I will keep that in mind.

I nodded my head in agreement with my brothers words. Its better to be certain than to act clumsily.

Because they will not want to associate with a madman. If youre going to run into it, be sure to step on it so they dont even think about climbing. At least at your level, you wont lose to the idiots here.

Its a little awkward when you say that.

Hmm really?

It seems strange that you overestimate me

Seeing you train with the knights for three months, I automatically have no choice but to revise my evaluation. you damn bastard Anyway, behave well.

All right.

My brother said that and turned his back.

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Right after Huain walked away from Physis, I immediately pulled out something that looked like a small bead from my bosom. It was a magic tool with a recording function stored in it.

Certainly, among the central nobles, there will be those who insult you and Princess Rodenov. If so, there is a high possibility of getting caught up in trouble due to your personality where the first goes first...'

I immediately picked up my magic tools and got into the gap of some nobles who were glaring fiercely at Physis.