Debut or Die

If you can’t debut, you’ll get a fatal disease Episode 577

Around 11pm.

“… He was safely rescued and will be hospitalized for about a day.”

-ah… … thank god.

In the quiet, dark hallway in front of the single-person hospital room, I lowered my voice to make a phone call.

-Are you okay?

The other party of the call is Big Sejin.

Normally, this kind of report should go to the leader, Ryu Cheng-wu, but I also knew why the missed call came to this guy.

‘… He must be in the middle of the process.’

Ryu Chung-woo is still talking with the company.

It was almost certain that the company still hadn’t contacted me.

It was worth it. … Because a member suddenly ran away from the concert.

Power went into the hand holding the smartphone.

– Hyung’s concert… … .

Keundal, who asked me about the concert, didn’t get an answer, so he’s undergoing a doctor’s examination with a devastated face.

Originally, he would have given a moderately plausible reason and told him not to care. But now I couldn’t.

It’s not that I didn’t answer on purpose.

I had nothing to answer.

… Because I haven’t checked either.

The smartphone was in hand, but it could not connect to the Internet page.

Until now.

“… … okay.”

okay. deliberately avoided In order for me to think and reason properly without shock.

However, the time has come to open up to the unmanageable results.

I asked Big Sejin.

“… the concert.”

– Of course it ended well. Mundaemundae First of all, don’t worry, I’m resting until tomorrow morning.

The answer comes out of nowhere. However, Keun Se-jin was a guy who could come up with a calm answer no matter what the fuck.

… … Still, since tomorrow is also a concert, I expected a more realistic answer.

‘Crushing it without telling the specific situation… … .’

It was difficult. I swallowed.

It was about time to properly ask what had happened.

-Are you on the phone?

“… !”

A small voice flows through the smartphone.

-Park Moondae?

-hey!

And here and there, exclamations and the sound of running footsteps began to be heard.

-Oh, they said you were rescued well!

– What a relief!

– You worked hard, Park Moon-dae really… … .

Relief and joy overflow over the phone after hearing the news.

Since the concert ended in a X-like situation because of me, it was expected that he would look more tired, but he only showed a happy expression.

I’ll be doing more on purpose.

They were weird guys.

“… … .”

I swallowed and then again.

“… Thank you. And sorry.”

-uh??

“You made a choice that hurt the team.”

Embarrassed onomatopoeia rained down, and soon they refuted my words.

– I’m sorry for what! You did your job!

-Call Taxi was called together by the Me members… !

-Hey listen! That’s not your brother’s choice. we talked together That’s what Chungwoo hyung said. do you remember

Am I the only one benefiting?

Society decided to call it ‘consideration’ rather than ‘together’.

But it was well-mentioned.

“okay. so… Where is Chungwoo-hyung now?”

-ah.

At that moment, the answer was cut short with a mysterious atmosphere.

-Ah~ He’s talking to the company for a second. Why? What do you have to deliver?

Big Sejin quickly answered brightly, but I already realized. that my prediction was correct.

Also, the company turned upside down.

To be honest, it’s natural to feel sued. I pressed my forehead and said.

“Tell Chungwoo hyung that I’ll talk to the company directly, so just call me.”

-what?

“Even if the company is angry, of course I understand, but that hyung doesn’t have to accept it. Because that’s what I did.”

– Hey wait… .

-I! I have a word for you!

It was Kim Rae-bin who interrupted Se-jin’s words and entered.

I gave him a say. Immediately after that, the lines that seemed to have been prepared came out.

-Hyung, do you remember what your brother said a few years ago when I was thinking about the situation where I had to miss my schedule due to my grandmother’s health problem?

“… … .”

remember

– There is no problem even if you go to work halfway through.

It’s okay. I said that.

– I also want to return the same words to my brother.

Raebin Kim said in a confident voice.

– There is nothing wrong with going to rescue a family in crisis!

– And since it can happen to any member, I think it’s natural and natural for us to rely on each other.

“… … .”

I covered my face with my hands.

thank you but… .

‘no.’

That’s different.

Rabin Kim is a situation where people can generally sympathize that his grandmother is legally his custodian. Bastards who curse are psychopaths.

But that’s it.

‘I am… They’re not family.’

Park Moon-dae has no family.

It’s been an acknowledged fact since I debuted. Anyone who has searched me knows that.

therefore… Officially, I just took a taxi and left right before the concert because of an acquaintance.

There is no room for extenuating circumstances in this.

People who took a vacation while waiting for this performance People who canceled their appointments People who booked accommodations and came up near the venue People who received tickets as a special gift from their parents… … .

In a situation where those people’s time and money were spent on toilet paper, ‘My friend was in distress. Do you think they’ll listen to excuses like ‘I’m so scared and sad that the concert ended?’.

‘Even I can’t.’

My fingertips were cold.

However, the culmination of ignorance would be to refute Kim Rae-bin while lined up with such nonsense.

Having already left the first day of the X-Bal Tour, I couldn’t do that to Aman. I chewed my tongue with my teeth.

“… … okay. thanks.”

-no!

Rabin Kim’s voice brightened. As if relieved, the atmosphere on the other side of the phone was slightly relaxed.

That’s it.

– Moondae, we… The concert went really well. I’m not lying to make you feel safe. I don’t think it was that hard.

“… know.”

So it made me even more upset.

That the concert I was aiming for to do insanely well had to be content with using my energy not to be ruined because of my breakout.

Of course, this is not something to talk about.

“believe.”

-… Yes.

At that moment, a voice came out from the other side of the phone.

-that’s right. And Moondae-hyung is completely misunderstood.

“what.”

Cha Yu-jin replied in a serious voice.

– More people come to see me than hyung.

“… … .”

-There are not many audiences who only watch Moondae hyung. Are you worried that people will be disappointed? It’s useless. Everyone liked me… .

-Cha Yujin!!

-Kim Rae-bin used violence! Scold Kim Raebin!

It was a very familiar gag.

In an instant, the density drained all the way from the conversation.

“under… … .”

-Did you laugh? Are you feeling better?

“okay.”

I heard why you did well without me.

It was even more strange that these guys didn’t laugh out loud when they said they would make the escaped bastard feel better.

“Calm down and I’ll be back tomorrow.”

-Yes!

After that, the conversation took place in a more relaxed atmosphere.

There was also this proposal.

-I wonder if it would be okay for us to go to the hospital together… … .

“No, thanks. It’s a concert tomorrow too.”

-Kuhm, yes, but.

Tomorrow is also a concert, so it was right to take a break. And now, when the members come to visit, the big moon will turn yellow with guilt.

I cut off the stories that went too far considering the stamina and mentality of both sides. The atmosphere was good though.

After a few specifications and adjustments, the call also hung up.

“Then I’ll see you tomorrow morning.”

-okay!

-Sleep soundly… !

pop.

Good words lingered in my ears.

However, until the end, there was no specific story about the collapse of public opinion because of my breakout.

How did you explain it to the audience and how did you react?

It was natural that those guys couldn’t get it out first. So I should have kept actively talking about it.

no before… I should have checked it earlier and started a conversation.

couldn’t

“… … .”

I pressed my face with my hand.

If anything, after finishing this tour, I… I will have to stop my activity.

in the sense of self-sufficiency.

First of all, it seemed that the group image would be restored only if the person involved in the controversy had to withdraw from Testa activities.

‘… You can’t put a bad pod on a regular album.’

During that period, if I didn’t do anything useless and just practiced, then public opinion would subside a bit around the time of my next album.

… no it isn’t If you stop your activities, will public opinion worsen?

I don’t know.

“under.”

I laughed. Until yesterday, no, until this morning, I didn’t even know that I would have such wild troubles.

‘If it’s original… … .’

You should have finished your first concert right now and be in a state of excitement from top to bottom.

Whether it’s regret or satisfaction, it’s a state where everything is poured out to the limit.

Although my body was damp, I had to quickly prepare my body and mentality for the next concert, exchanging congratulations and feedback with adrenaline pumping.

yes tomorrow

‘… It’s a concert tomorrow too.’

Now, I… … .

“… … .”

Of course, Liu Cheng-wu’s judgment was correct.

Thank you.

I know. If I was at a concert and the big moon really froze, it would have been hell.

therefore.

‘I have no regrets about this choice.’

I came to that conclusion and sat down in the hallway.

Smartphone screen turned off.

All the noisy and warm things are gone, and what remains is the hallway of the hospital room on a dark winter night.

“… … .”

It was somehow bitterly cold.

* * *

“… … brother.”

When I went back to the hospital room, the big moon, who had been quietly sitting on the bed alone after the checkup, suddenly raised his head.

“Here I was thinking. What if I write? on the internet… Since he couldn’t attend the concert because of me, if I explain well that it’s not my fault… … .”

“no.”

Then who do you think the arrow goes to?

-Aren’t you a crazy bastard? It’s a waste of tax money

– Bear in mind, is your X-woody connection a regular bottle connection?

-How much did you get from Orbit? Hahahaha

The big moon will literally be bitten like a dog.

No matter how well this guy trims and uploads, people who are angry will curse and steal personal information.

Co-workers and people who had only heard rumors would come out and say all sorts of things. I mean, why did you do that?

Only the public opinion of this common man becomes X, and there is no guarantee that my public opinion will improve.

“do not do that.”

“but… … .”

“I’m thinking of another way, so I can’t do it. Don’t even think about posting it yourself.”

“… … yes.”

The big moon nodded cautiously.

And, as if watching, he spoke.

“… that brother Now go back and rest. The doctor just said that I’m fine.”

If I return to this atmosphere, I know that this guy will fall into some kind of depression again.

“I’m tired and it’s hard to go back to the dorm. Are you kicking me out?”

“Oh no!? You can stay comfortably!?”

Easy.

“Then use the bathroom.”

“yep!”

After finally washing my face, I lay down on the caregiver’s cot next to the single room.

I had to get up at 6:00 in the morning to not be late for my schedule tomorrow.

No matter what happened, even if there was a boycott sign attached to the venue, they had to perform unconditionally.

‘You have to manage your condition properly.’

so i closed my eyes

And woke up exactly at 6 in the morning.

Beep.

The vibration quickly turned off before waking the big moon.

But he didn’t wake up right away.

Instead, I took out my smartphone. And I took a deep breath silently.

“… … .”

It was time for confirmation.

I couldn’t postpone it any longer.

In fact, I thought about checking it before going to bed, but I put it off because I was afraid I would not be able to sleep.

I can’t ruin today’s concert.

‘… 6 to 6:30 in the morning.’

A time when there are few Internet users and will not be caught in the endlessly updated public opinion.

‘Check now and go.’

I clicked SNS for monitoring.

“… … .”

As soon as I clicked on it, popular articles appeared at the top.

-Mundae What

should I do ?

‘read.’

I gritted my teeth and kept moving my eyes.

writing is complete.

-Mundae What should I do ㅠㅠ Is there a concert today? I’m so worried about whether I’ll be able to come out..

“… … .”

backhanded… … is it

I involuntarily scrolled down.

New popular articles kept appearing in front of my eyes.

The posts I wrote at dawn and the ones that popped up right around the time the concert was about to start were all mixed together… continue.

-Is this the true story of the notice of absence from Park Moon University?

-Ah crazyㅠㅠㅠ -Since

a month ago, when DubApp talked about a concert, I couldn’t control my excitement, but I really can’t even guess how Park Moon-dae is feeling right now

-I just.. I’m a bum

. won’t come out?;; It’s embarrassing and annoying, but I’m worried about my stone, and

I stayed up all night.

There aren’t many articles that curse me to death.

“… … .”

I hurriedly scrolled up with trembling hands.

And I read the popular article I read earlier.

-Mundae What should I do ㅠㅠ Will there be a concert today? I’m so worried about whether it’s going to be in a state where it can come

out.. Oh, I’m going crazy.

This wasn’t sarcastic.

It was an article that really worried about whether I was in the right condition to go to a concert.

“… … ah.”

I moved my hand

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